chickylet2010

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Little Bear by chickylet2010, literature

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Little Bear

An angel of mercy has found me He brings me under his wing His hands are both rough and tender They tell tales of his battles His eyes emit light in the darkness Sparkling with ferocity and passion The irony of his rescue is palpable I sense his soul is tortured deep His past speaks of betrayal and pain Still he stands at my side! He has placed his armor on me Am I in turn his angel?

What is love? by chickylet2010, literature

12 years later by chickylet2010, literature

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12 years later

My road is paved with what you left behind. The detritus of my past is the tools for my future. I find the nightmares of your deeds to be my inspiration to never look back: if I don't, I can't feel the pain anymore, right? Wrong. Fucking wrong. Every day I think about it, and no matter how hard I try, I still can't get over it. You used me. Every inch of me used for your pleasure. Now that I am an adult, I find myself seeking others who use me, why? Is it because that's what I've known love to be? But this was never love. Or at least not in a long time. You took a healthy mind, a courageous one, and traded it for confusion, mistrust, unending

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Save Me From Myself by chickylet2010, literature

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Save Me From Myself

Save me from myself Along the road to seek approval I changed A sociopath has taken over The toke more important than the hand that passed it Shots more worthy of my attention Than my own health A pack of squares in exchange for my self control Save me from myself I don't remember how I got here Whose bedroom is this? A face beneath me whose name I've no recollection Is this all life is? People pretending to be satisfied Am I the only one not? Who else is drowning themselves?

Lost by chickylet2010, literature

There is a Moment by chickylet2010, literature

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There is a Moment

There is a moment When I forget the world When I believe life is beautiful When I look forward to the future. There is a moment When I stop holding things inside When I let the tears fall When I give it all. There is a moment When all I hear is the sweetest sound When all I see is the most beautiful sight When all I know is the most wondrous feeling. There is a moment When I forget the world. And that moment Is when I look at you

Growing Up Fast by chickylet2010, literature

This is Not a Love Poem by chickylet2010, literature

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This is Not a Love Poem

This is not a love poem I won't tell the world you're wonderful I won't tell them how cute it is when you sing off key I won't tell them how your eyes are blue one day and green the next This is not a love poem I'm not going to get all mushy and sweet I'm not going to wish you were here to read it I'm not going to send it to you when I'm done This is not a love poem Your name will not fill the stanzas Your hair color will never be mentioned Your yellow blanket- just in case- will not be subject to scrutinization This is not a love poem

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Little Bear by chickylet2010, literature

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Little Bear

What is love? by chickylet2010, literature

12 years later by chickylet2010, literature

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12 years later

Untitled by chickylet2010, literature

Save Me From Myself by chickylet2010, literature

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Save Me From Myself

Lost by chickylet2010, literature

There is a Moment by chickylet2010, literature

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There is a Moment

Growing Up Fast by chickylet2010, literature

This is Not a Love Poem by chickylet2010, literature

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This is Not a Love Poem

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Thank You by chickylet2010, literature

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Thank You

Here I am standing In the middle of a mess Just the way my sister had it The night before she left Ten years later Ten years since she died I can still see her getting ready For the last night of her life I've been asked to pack her things We're moving out of state But I can't touch a speck Without falling back to pain I remember hearing the doctor say How truely sorry he was That Jessica has passed away Oh enough is enough! The driver of the other car He made it out okay Because of him my family's life Will never be the same So thank you sir for driving drunk And ruining that night My sister was planning to get an award

Dad by chickylet2010, literature

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Dad

I want you to know I miss you, Dad Last time I saw you Was three years ago, Dad How come you stopped calling Or send letters anymore, Dad? Why won't you stay? Do you care about us, Dad? It's my birthday Please call me today, Dad.. Email once a month Isn't enough, Dad How are the kids doing? Are they happy there, Dad? How's your wife? Do you have any pets, Dad? I want you to know I miss you, Dad Last time I saw you Was three years ago, Dad

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chickylet2010

About chickylet2010

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Jan 17
United States
Deviant for 16 years
www.freewebs.com/xxgdandjlluverxx/
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I love to love and be loved. If I'm feeling good that day I can even love my enemies. Just not that stupid kid who wont freaking leave me alone. haha. everyone I know knows who that is. I love music. But then again doesn't pretty much everyone? I have yet to run into someone who doesn't like it. Singing and writing are my passions. Hopefully somewhere along the road those things will get me somewhere. I'm not gonna be crazy though and just chase those dreams. I got a back-up plan =]. Let's see... My friends are awesome, I can't imagine living without them. I definitely couldn't survive without brandon and his "accidental" sexual connotations. my personal favorite "I could tap any girl" And if you want to know anymore about me, give me a shout.

Current Residence: almost smallest town known to man
deviantWEAR sizing preference: I don't believe that size matters =] lol
Print preference: luster
Favourite genre of music: alternative/punk
Favourite photographer: Andy Warhol
Favourite style of art: I like something in everything
Operating System: awesome
MP3 player of choice: Ipod ♥
Shell of choice: hmm... magic conch anyone?
Wallpaper of choice: I prefer paint on my walls.
Skin of choice: uhmm white to tan?
Favourite cartoon character: Sylvester
Personal Quote: Mix it up, sing everywhere -but- the shower.

Favourite Visual Artist

alexiuss

Favourite Movies

The Princess Bride

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Good Charlotte, Linkin Park

Favourite Writers

Langston Hughes

Favourite Games

strip poker =] jk jk... or am I?

Favourite Gaming Platform

table

Tools of the Trade

Hammer and nail.

Other Interests

friends, boys ♥, girls ♥, whatever

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chickylet2010

Jun 12, 2016

Devious Journal Entry

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You're the craziest person I've ever met. You have a thousand song, movie, and tv show references and I haven't heard of any of them. You chew on probably the world's largest cigar on a daily basis, in fact, when it's not in your mouth, things feel out of place. The gap between our births is nothing for you. I don't feel like you're 45, I feel like you're 24, just like me. You have the world at your feet and instead of chasing the dreams everyone I know has had, you would rather spend your day with me. You never go to sleep before midnight, but never sleep in past noon. Your only tell is your laugh, because when you fake it, you laugh hard, b

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chickylet2010

Feb 26, 2016

Just Thinking About How Lucky I Am...

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I feel like I just can't say this enough. I love him. It's not like high school love, where I feel like I'm dying without him. It's not like college love where I never see him. It's not like adult love where you fight all the time when what you really mean is "I want to make this work." The love I feel reminds me of my grandparents. My grandmother would sit on the couch and give my grandpa wet willies while he teased her and told her to go to time out. My grandfather always made a mess of the table with his mail because that's how he "organized it." A few grumbles later my grandmother would come around and clean it all up and the routine wou

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chickylet2010

Sep 11, 2015

Life

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I have never understood the point to life, and yet most, if not all of us, are afraid to die. I know I am. Maybe I'm just waiting for the "it'll get better, trust me" portion of life. That or I just don't want to die until I actually figure out what the point is. Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just disappointed. Growing up I figured being an adult would be awesome. I would get to make my own choices- do what I want, when I wanted. I would have hundreds of dollars and all of the little pieces of the puzzle would just fall into place somehow. But now I am an adult and I find myself lost. I can't seem to find all of the